Don't Team for the Plan
Leadership builds a strategy, then squints at the roster. "You're adaptable, right?" That's how heal-specced paladins end up tanking. And why AI won't save a misaligned team.
The Goose Is on the Team
You’re not falling behind on features. You’re starving the goose. P/PC — productivity vs. capability — explains every engineering org failure mode in one brutal parable.
Part 2: The Evolution of Engineering Governments
Engineering teams don’t stay politically stable. Startups begin in anarchic chaos, evolve into technocratic systems, and often end in bureaucratic process empires. Like civilizations, engineering organizations drift over time—and rarely in the direction people expect.
🧠 Panic Loops: Engineering, Anxiety, and Learning to Breathe Again
Panic attacks have followed me since childhood. My most recent one? Triggered by meaningless work and lack of leadership. This is how engineering fuels anxiety—and how I’ve learned to manage the loops when they hit.
Part 1: If Engineering Teams Were Governments
Engineering teams are miniature political systems. Decisions, ownership, and authority mirror the structures of real governments. What would engineering look like under communism, socialism, democracy, or fascism? The parallels are surprisingly accurate—and revealing.
More Movers, Less Shakers 📦
Some people move work forward. Others just shake the room.
This is a metaphor about experience, calm, and real progress — and why engineering teams need more movers and fewer shakers.
AI Isn’t the Solution. It’s the Mirror. 🤖🪞
AI isn’t fixing engineering. It’s exposing it. The same things engineers have been asking for, clear goals, context, autonomy, are now required for AI to work. We’re building better systems for machines than for people. That’s the real problem.